Showing posts with label personal story. Show all posts
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Tuesday, June 3, 2008

Dr. Richard M. Sag from 2002 to Current and Beyond

Right now you are probably wondering what jobs I've held that impacted my life of any importance. Well I've been through a lot. I had my first manic episode after a scary episode happened with some mysterious person vandalizing my car, to seeing either a ghost or someone physically try to break down my locked door in the middle of the night. It turned me into a person of shock, not accepting anything around me, and I started getting paranoid, and soon I got sick, and was hospitalized. I was of coarse registered for 5 courses at SCC, then they thought I had anxeity, and put me on zyprexal. I never questioned the medicine, but I never knew what it was for, but it made me throw up my food when it touched my throat, and then i had trembling that still exists today.

I then got into a car crash and then over the coarse of the semester I came down with the flu, maybe even phenomina, and then thought it was my medicine so I stopped taking it. I got anxious again, and scary stuff happened to me so I got paranoid again. I ended up in another manic episode.

I got really paranoid in spring semester, and ended up hospitalized for 5 months. They thought I had a mood disorder in the hospital, and its part mood and part mania which is paranoia. Then why i was there I came down with phenomina again, was sent to the hospital, got x-rayed, had a blood clot, and they put me in bed. Never took me off medicine.

They then decided I was bipolar, or had mania. So they changed my mood stablizer, and suddenly I took off my jackets, and suddenly I wasn't cold, and my phenomina went away. I moved to the second unit, and I was then allowed to leave with my parents but whatever I was labeled in court, makes it very hard for me to get past resume stage.

I'm no threat to myself or to other people. I just get anxious and paranoia now.

My doctors at USF Psychiatric Clinic are the best ones yet, they actually listen to me, and if I have any problems, they call me back. I take my medicine every night, and since 2005 I've haven't had any problems. I just don't understand what happened during that time, and I don't think I'll ever will.

I just help my dad in his Pediatrician's office, and I found a tutoring job that is seasonal. I'm waiting till September when it starts up again.

I graduated from College after all this and now i'm doing graduate work part time.

thanks
Arielle Sag